This week has been incredibly crazy and terrible. My English mark dropped from a 88 to a 78 from just one assignment. My novel study tutorial. I don't know what happened. I had all my notes ready, I did a lot of research, but whenever I tried to open my mouth, no words would come out.. I knew I was going to get a mark I would regret, but I never thought I would drop so much. I cried for a few minutes, and my teacher said not to worry about it because she believed I could go up. But I didn't have faith in myself. A few days later I got my essay back which I almost failed so I dropped another 2%. I know I need to pick it back up, but I just don't know what to do anymore. I started thinking about university. With such a low mark, there is no way I will get into Schulich school of business or my number one choice: Wilfred Laurier. In fact, I don't think I will be able to get into any university that I wanted. I just don't know what to do..
Today I decided to watch the movie Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close. It was such a good movie. I was crying throughout the whole movie. I felt connected to Oskar. In case anyone is wondering, the movie is about a nine year old kid named Oskar Schel. He searches for a lock that fits the key he thinks his father has left for him. His father died in the World Trade Center on September 11, 2001. He meets many people during his phenomenal journey. At the end of the movie, tears would not stop coming down my face. This is definitely one of my favourite movies now.
This is my first post but I was hoping to do more of an introduction. Maybe I will do one tomorrow. I'm hoping to write a new post every day, we'll see how that goes. Maybe I will actually finish something for once? Anyways peace out and stay tuned.
xoxo,
Rena
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